Thank you for the sun dogs that carried me to work this morning. I couldn’t help but smile and know they were a gift from you. A little piece of your heaven.
I miss you so. Barely a day goes by that I don’t see your face in my mind and wish that I could call you. It would be so much easier if I could just pick up the phone. A simple text maybe? Facebook message? Anything is better than nothing.
We’re planning a trip. Your family and mine. Only you will be absent. All of our boys. Together. Playing like only boys can. Smiles and laughs and giggles and s’mores and, and, and. A little piece of you in each of them. Knowing you’re watching us, smiling that they love each other so.
I know you’re here. You are a part of everything I do, everything I see.
but it’s not the same…
I miss hugging you. I miss your smile. I miss your smart-ass smirk when things didn’t quite go your way. I miss your blonde moments. I miss our fajita and margarita nights.
I miss you.
So thanks again for the sun dogs. They reminded me that you are here, always. They made me anxious for the summer get together of our families, when I get to see your smile on that sweet little boy you gave all of us to love.
I love you my dear sister. Everyday. Forever. Always.
You make me smile.