I’m seriously lacking.
Lacking in sleep.
But my baby is healthy and beginning to smile.
We are up multiple times a night for medication. But thank you pharmaceuticals for getting my baby through the night.
Thank you to Netflix for getting us through all the moments of pain, for distracting my baby enough to make him forget a little of the pain.
Thank you to Annie’s macaroni and cheese for being the first real food that my baby ate in several days.
The days are still hard. The nights slightly harder.
There are difficult moments when medication is wearing off. There are difficult times because he hasn’t eaten enough food and that makes him cranky.
But, he smiles.
I’ve missed that smile.